today is d last day of 2007's October..... im hapi coz i managed to finihsed my LAST assign--eptd402 design project 2....... Actually it due nx week... but i wanna finished it by today... coz nx week tues i had presentation.... Start from today, left 20 days to go.... i can finish my 4 yrs degree course n oso 5 yrs uni life at Curtin...... im waiting for it for so long dy.... i had plan for my trip after final exam.... i wish everything caon go fine.....  reli wish tooo.... Hope GOD will bless me fine wif all of i wil go thruin tis 3 weeks.......

       6 Nov 2007 : FYP presentation
12-19 Nov 2007 : my last final exam in my life for electrical power engineering course
23-25 Nov 2007 : Mulu National Park wif Ken, Chi Siang n Wee Chuan
26-27 Nov 2007 : FYP conference

NIah cave trip not yet confirm... dunno when can go.... juz waiting for my dear frens to organize it..... :P

This romeo is bleeding
But you cant see his blood
Its nothing but some feelings
That this old dog kicked up

Its been raining since you left me
Now Im drowning in the flood
You see Ive always been a fighter
But without you I give up

Now I cant sing a love song
Like the way its meant to be
Well, I guess Im not that good anymore
But baby, thats just me

And I will love you, baby - always
And Ill be there forever and a day - always
Ill be there till the stars dont shine
Till the heavens burst and
The words dont rhyme
And I know when I die, youll be on my mind
And Ill love you - always

Now your pictures that you left behind
Are just memories of a different life
Some that made us laugh, some that made us cry
One that made you have to say goodbye
What Id give to run my fingers through your hair
To touch your lips, to hold you near
When you say your prayers try to understand
Ive made mistakes, Im just a man

When he holds you close, when he pulls you near
When he says the words youve been needing to hear
Ill wish I was him cause those words are mine
To say to you till the end of time

Yeah, I will love you baby - always
And Ill be there forever and a day - always

If you told me to cry for you
I could
If you told me to die for you
I would
Take a look at my face
Theres no price I wont pay
To say these words to you

Well, there aint no luck
In these loaded dice
But baby if you give me just one more try
We can pack up our old dreams
And our old lives
Well find a place where the sun still shines

And I will love you, baby - always
And Ill be there forever and a day - always
Ill be there till the stars dont shine
Till the heavens burst and
The words dont rhyme
And I know when I die, youll be on my mind
And Ill love you - always

失望，有时候也是一种幸福，因为有所期待所以才会失望。因为有爱，才会有期待，所以纵使失望，也是一种幸福，虽然这种幸福有点痛。
世上最凄绝的距离是两个人本来距离很远, 互不相识, 忽然有一天, 他们相识, 相爱, 距离变得很近。 然后有一天,不再相爱了, 本来很近的两个人, 变得很远, 甚至比以前更远。
爱情使人忘记时间，时间也使人忘记爱情。
孤单不是与生俱来，而是由你爱上一个人的那一刻开始。
喜欢一个人，是不会有痛苦的。爱一个人，也许有绵长的痛苦，但他给我的快乐，也是世上最大的快乐。
两个人一起是为了快乐，分手是为了减轻痛苦，你无法再令我快乐，我也唯有离开，我离开的时候，也很痛苦，只是，你肯定比我痛苦，因为我首先说再见，首先追求快乐的是我。
凡事皆有代价，快乐的代价便是痛苦。
开始的时侯，我们就知道，总会有终结。 爱情还没有来到，日子是无忧无虑的；最痛苦的，也不过是测验和考试。当时觉得很大压力，后来回望，不过是多么的微小。
有些人注定是等待别人的，有些人是注定被人等的。
缘起缘灭，缘浓缘淡，不是我们能够控制的。我们能做到的，是在因缘际会的时侯好好的珍惜那短暂的时光。
曾经相遇，总胜过从未碰头。
为什么要那么痛苦地忘记一个人，时间自然会使你忘记。如果时间不可以让你忘记不应该记住的人，我们失去的岁月又有甚么意义？
我以为爱情可以克服一切，谁知道她有时毫无力量。我以为爱情可以填满人生的遗憾，然而，制造更多遗憾的，却偏偏是爱情。阴晴圆缺，在一段爱情中不断重演。换一个人，都不会天色常蓝。
爱情要完结的时候自会完结，到时候，你不想画上句号也不行。
同一个人﹐ 是没法给你相同的痛苦的。 当他重复地伤害你﹐那个伤口已经习惯了﹐ 感觉已经麻木了﹐ 无论在给他伤害多少次﹐也远远不如第一次受的伤那么痛了。
爱情,原来是含笑饮毒酒。
爱一个人很难，放弃自己心爱的人更难。
当爱情来临，当然也是快乐的。但是，这种快乐是要付出的，也要学习去接受失望、伤痛和离别.从此,人生不再纯粹。
我们也许可以同时爱两个人，又被两个人所爱。遗憾的是，我们 只能跟其中一个厮守到老。
爱上一个人的时候，总会有点害怕，怕得到他；怕失掉他。
你曾经不被人所爱，你才会珍惜将来那个爱你的人。
不能见面的时候，他们互相思念。可是一旦能够见面，一旦再走在一起，他们又会互相折磨。
只想找一个在我失意时可以承受我的眼泪;在我快乐时，可以让我咬一口的肩膊。
如果我不爱你，我就不会思念你，我就不会妒忌你身边的异性，我也不会失去自信心和斗志，我更不会痛苦。如果我能够不爱你，那该多好。
别离，是为了重聚。
爱火，还是不应该重燃的．重燃了，从前那些美丽的回忆也会化为乌有．如果我们没有重聚，也许我僣带着他深深的思念洽着，直到肉体衰朽；可是，这一刻，我却恨他．所有的美好日子，已经远远一去不回了。
感冒原本是一种很伤感的病。
追求和渴望，才有快乐，也有沮丧和失望。经过了沮丧和失望，我们才学会珍惜。你曾经不被人所爱，你才会珍惜将来那个爱你的人。
如果情感和岁月也能轻轻撕碎﹐ 扔到海中﹐ 那么﹐ 我愿意从此就在海底沉默... 你的言语﹐ 我爱听﹐ 却不懂得﹐ 我的沉默﹐ 你愿见﹐ 却不明白...
爱情本来并不复杂，来来去去不过三个字，不是“我爱你”,“我恨你”,便是“算了吧”、“你好吗？”、“对不起”。
相爱却不能相恋，相恋却不相爱。
我也相信爱可以排除万难；只是，万难之后，又有万难。这是我更相信的。
你的心就是我的海角和天涯，我不能去得更远。我们此生共赴天涯海角，不是游走半个地球，而是人间相伴。
你爱我吗?已经爱到危险的程度了.危险到什么程度? 已经不能一个人生活。
相逢,不是恨晚,便是恨早。
爱情是风花雪月的事，失意的人是玩不起的。
无法厮守终生的爱情﹐ 不过是人在长途旅程中﹐ 来去匆匆的转机站﹐ 无论停留多久﹐ 始终要离去坐另一班机。
离开之后，我想你不要忘记一件事：不要忘记想念我。想念我的时候，不要忘记我也在想念你。
爱情不是避难所,想进去避难的话，是会被赶出来的。
如果没法忘记他，就不要忘记好了。真正的忘记，是不需要努力的。
在爱情的世界里，总有一些近乎荒谬的事情发生，当一个人以为可以还清悔疚， 无愧地生活的时候，偏偏已到了结局，如此不堪的不只是爱情，而是人生。
爱一个人，你是会自爱的。
承诺本来就是男人与女人的一场角力，有时皆大欢喜，大部份的情况却两败俱伤。
爱情不是避难所，想进去避难的话，是会被赶出来的。
最厉害的病毒，是爱和谎言。 　　
我们害怕岁月，却不知道活着是多么的可喜。我们认为生存已经没意思，许多人却正在生死之间挣扎。甚么时候，我们才肯为自己拥有的一切满怀感激？

我从来不曾抗拒你的魅力
虽然你从来不曾对我着迷
我总是微笑的看着你
我的情意总是轻易就洋溢眼底
我曾经想过在寂寞的夜里
你终于在意在我的房间里
你闭上眼睛亲吻了我
不说一句紧紧抱我在你的怀里
我是爱你的
我爱你到底
生平第一次我放下矜持
任凭自己幻想一切关于我和你
你是爱我的
你爱我到底
生平第一次我放下矜持
相信自己真的可以深深去爱你

my favourite song~~~~ I luv it!!!

Today, wake up at 9am.... Check mail... After replied Ken's mail.... then starting to check air fares... coz he said air fare is damn expensive now.... haha.. bo pian... hav to go oso... i wish to go for long long time liao....

Last9, went to town wif ai fang... wanna grab formal clothes for my FYP presentation... but, finally we both ended up wif some junk foods home.... hahah... haiz... wat d season now??? dint c any nice formal clothes... Nicole MNj, found one, but then dun hav my size.... aiyoyo.... izit reli can wear short pant like wat andy said to presentation??? haha.... impossible la..... nvm... stil got time to search for tat....

time passed so fast... left 3 weeks to go.. im gonna leave uni life..... My 5 yrs uni life end up at 19 nov 2007 if everything goin fine...... I reli hope too.... n wish tooo... think back.... 2003, i came here wif nth..... starting my foundation life .... everything so fresh to me n its fun... imeets lotz of new frens.... everyday live wif happinest n fun..... im reli miss tat time.... but if GOD let me choose to goin back, i dun want..... It juz a nice n happi memory for me.... it wil keep deeply in my heart.... then , starting wif degree life at 2004.... 4 yrs degree life.... many many things had gone thru.... in tis 4 yrs... i had learned lotz of things..... its not bout my studies... its bout life...... among fren.... relationship n so on..... im lucky coz i dint lose any of my frens.... even though thr r many many tings happen among us.... anything could be.... we still fren... forever.... n i had met my best best jimui.... 

I had know, wat called true fren~~~ i nvr regret i had came here to study... even though my parent were not reli support me to b here since im not an outgoing gal for them..... they juz worried tat i cant afford... but  i trust myself... i need to b independent... i cantowes depends to my parent all d time... i had to be independent... i gonna solve all d pro by myself... except money la..... i had successsfull to changed myself.... at least, i can settle pro by my own... no nid to ma fan my parent to think it for me... im reli hapi tat i had chose tis road to go thru my 5 yrs uni life here..... i nvr regret tat i had choosing electrical power engineering to study.... although it was tough n ever think of giv up at a moment b4.... not bcoz of i can afford of my study... its oso hav some others things came in to my life... made my mood collapsed... its bring hapiness n sadness to me... luckily i had stand up....  coz, i had saw my future in frotn of me... they r waiting for me.... so i cant giv up.... i must cont my journey...  thr are many wonderful journey is waiting for me front thr......

Remember..... i wont giv up til d end~~~~~ :P no jk!!!!!

 
 Do you still remember how we used to be
Feeling together believe in whatever
My love has said to me Both of us were dreamers
Young love in the sun
Felt like my saviour
My spirit I gave you
We'd only just begun
Hasta Manana
Always be mine
Viva Forever I'll be waiting
Everlasting Like the sun
Live Forever for the moment
Ever searching for the world
Yes I still remember every whispered word
The touch of your skin, giving life from within
Like a love song that I've heard
Slipping through our fingers, like the sands of time
Promises made, every memory saved
Has reflections in my mind
Hasta Manana, always be mine
Viva Forever, I'll be waiting Everlasting,
Like the sun Live Forever,
For the moment Ever searching, for the world
But we're all alone, was it just a dream
Feelings untold,
They will never be sold
moment
Ever searching, for the world

  

I’m holding on your rope
Got me ten feet off the ground
And I’m hearing what you say
But I just can’t make a sound
You tell me that you need me
Then you go and cut me down
But wait...
You tell me that you’re sorry
Didn’t think I’d turn around and say..

That it’s too late to apologize, it’s too late
I said it’s too late to apologize, it’s too late

I’d take another chance, take a fall, take a shot for you
And I need you like a heart needs a beat
(But that's nothing new)
Yeah yeah

I loved you with a fire red, now it’s turning blue
And you say
Sorry like the angel heaven let me think was you
But I’m afraid

It’s too late to apologize, it’s too late
I said it’s too late to apologize, it’s too late
Woahooo woah

It’s too late to apologize, it’s too late
I said it’s too late to apologize, it’s too late
I said it’s too late to apologize, yeah yeah
I said it’s too late to apologize, a yeah

I’m holding on your rope
Got me ten feet off the ground...
 

Ngam Cham Po & Lo So Po~~~~ Hiakss Hiakss...

如果那两个字没有颤抖
我不会发现 我难受
怎么说出口 也不过是分手
如果对于明天没有要求
牵牵手就像旅游
成千上万个门口
总有一个人要先走
怀抱既然不能逗留
何不在离开的时候
一边享受 一边泪流
十年之前 我不认识你
你不属于我 我们还是一样
陪在一个陌生人左右
走过渐渐熟悉的街头
十年之后 我们是朋友
还可以问候 只是那种温柔
再也找不到拥抱的理由
情人最后难免沦为朋友
直到和你做了多年朋友
才明白我的眼泪 不是为你而流
也为别人而流