today, my 1st day work @ SEESB.......9am meeting @ SES, naim building...... was talking bout the project of 3 HV substations........... meeting for few hrs.. sitting inside.. a bit boring.... strting to miss my ex-colleagues.... reli missed them... oso missed sheraton........ but, i reli hav no intention to stay thr........ dunno y?? juz a feeling told me tat....... 1230pm, meeting ended......... called back to Patrick, he said sandra cried...... haiz~~~~~ in new environment, felt like lonely.. boring..... dunno wat im gonna work to??? manager said tat wil a lot of paper work........ hav to manage d project since juz a beginning....  hav to do need statements, management schedule n so on........ hopefully everything wil b going fine........

im not sure, whether i had chose a right path o not???? like wat ah chung said, thr is a junction in front of me, i hav to choose a right way to further on.... yesterday, contractor called me, said tat im not enuf fren coz dint informed him tat i had leave ejp.......... he said he offer me double paid+petrol+meals......... y everything come out so sudden???? izit sth weird goin to happen????  tat kind of feeling come back to me again... like 2yrs ago....... i scared....... reli scared............ d one who can share to was outstation again......... missed it... juz wish tat everything going smoothly....... i'll try my best to do wat i hav to do........  im sure i can do it...... gambade!!!!!!!!!!!!

everything were happen so sudden..... until i felt it was very weird........ tat kind of feeling is coming back to me again.......... it was happened 2yrs ago......... weird~~~~~~~~ wat can i do?? juz accept it....... n going thru it.......... hope tat everything goin fine.......... everyone in d office were very happy wif my current situation now....... but, for me, im not sure tat, i shud be hapi o sad???? they said tat was a good decision i had made........ they said, juz left those "shitts" to d fat cat to handle it.......... let him to b d expert........ everyone is looking forward to his actions........... im waiting tooo......... but, is tat a right decision i had made???? i dunno.... i wish its a right way tooo.......... garlic, i hope everything goin fine on u tooo.......... u sure can do it de!!!!!!!!!! but im gonna misss d "shitts" very soon..... n, i will miss u guys tooo....... miss those hapi moments hanging & bullshit ard wif u all.........  :P CHEERS!!!~~~~~